Obviously you remember the last letter from me and I know you always did help me until alcohol and disbeliefs came into my life, and now I'm starting to lose EVERYTHING before my eyes, I know even when I pray it doesn't come from my heart. They're just words. this letter is actually very important to me because I'm not gonna just keep writing letters like this. What I will do is always remember throwing the letter with love and hope.
I want my family and friends and everyone I love to be happy and successful and always be together for eternity. Please give me strength and courage to reach for my true dreams. I will try my hardest if I know once again you show trust and love and faith back into my life. Times do get hard for me and I just lose focus, that's where I need your help. If I come off alcohol please be with me during the hard times. 2005 could just change my life forever and everyone around me after rehab. I want it now, life like a reborn Christian or Sikh. I'll try and always remember the feeling of throwing the bottle to you, the same way I lost everything over the years, I will get them back. I'll be with you soon in prayer.
I love you eternally God.
Thank you Angel."
Luckily, in my experience, God doesn't need to search the coastline for our prayers. He pretty much knows what we need, before we do...
remember what I said earlier about spontaneously expressing oneself. read on for message number Two of this weekend.....
oneself tooo seriously.... Yes, I can learn to laugh at myself. (and ps, whoever wrote wrote that.... you spelt "reads" wrong..... so who's the idiot I wonder :)
and on that note, I'll say ha ha ha, bye...